One thing I have learnt is that no matter how badly you may want something, how hard you may try to pursue it; even if you put every ounce of your energy into trying to make it work; ultimately Allah (God) will decide what’s best for you.
And you know what, even if it hurts right now/confuses you be grateful that the final decision is not left up to us because He knows what we don’t know.
Let that sink in. Let that silence those questions in your head, and let that bring solace to your heart. InshaAllah 🌸